Mentally

I love the physical
But entice my mental
First
Because for what its worth
You might not
Get the chance to see
My ability
Or the agility
In which I can capture
The essence
Not only in presence
But through the wires
I can make you feel
With words
It can be real
Not touch
But luck
That such jar-gon
Would leave a hard-on
And it can
Let me show you
Let me blow you
Just like you like
The sensation was
So right
And it lasts
When we both know the physical
Can be fast
It was long
To measure the length is wrong
But we did
Put in a bid
Energy I didnt think you had
It's wrong to assume
So my bad
You put it on me
And I'm glad
Through words
I've never been had
If I had the option I would definitely come back
For more
You opened a door
Made me a whore
With words that stimulate
My mind
If you were my pimp
You could get my
Each and every dime
I'd wait in the rain
To ride your lyrical train
It's insane
I'm to blame
Say my name
As only you can say it
Better yet
Let your words portray it.....

MzP

Come Here

Penetration
Exploration
Exploitation
It's all apart of this quest
It's like a test
I suggest
We take it as far
As our bodies will allow
It's big but I can take it in
Somehow
Some way
And they say
That crime don't pay
My body's been ravaged
Like a savage
You came and took what
Was waitin
Anticipatin
Stimulation
That was bound to put
My fire at ease
Please
Put
It
Out!
I shout
No longer able to deny
Feels so good I wanna cry
It's no lie
That he did things to me
Mentally
Physically&
Emotionally
Inside of me was home
With each movement
I moaned
Didn't think it would feel so good
You lick your lips like you knew that it would
I misunderstood
Part 2 we could
We should

MzP

Dred

The things I've seen
The places I've been

I would tell you all about it
If I only had a pen

I no longer crave to speak
Lips forever sealed

The anguish in my eyes
Forever revealed

The journey of life
Is not over for me yet

60+ years
And this is all I get

So don't just look at me
Feel meI'm too old to front
My words can be blunt
If you've seen what I've seen
And lived as I do
You would stare into my eyes
And appreciate all the that I have to offer you
SILENCE

MzP

Not In Season

I've been smiling lately for no reason
It can't be love
Cause loves out of season
And what I mean by this
Is that I'm through
I don't have time
For love to leave me black and blue
Bandage me up and make me better
I turn my back on love
Even tho I'm a go getter
Love will break you down
Love can leave you dry
I'm tired of love
And these are the reasons why
So I may be smiling
I may be wiling
But the truth of the matter is
I talk about it
But do I really know what love is
Time after time
I contemplate
I imaginary debate
These thoughts about a matter
I know not of
This mystery called love
And it ain't fair
To assume that just because I've had a relationship
That I've been there
I'm dying to go and this I can't deny
That the reason why I'm bitter
Is because love has yet to say hi!

I see you tho :)

MzP

How Do I Breathe

Breathing is supposed to be easy as
1
2
3
But when he's outta my life
It's something I just can't see
Cause he makes me better
He keeps it wetter
Wetter than it's ever been
On a scale
This is man beyond a 10
And this he knows
With action he shows
Just how good it could be
But he's only in my life
A mere 2 out of 3
Days that is
Cause I'm not his
Part time love
Part time lust
How I would adore
A full time us
But it just can't be
You just can't see
Dedicating yourself to 1 lady
Not even if its me
So you tell me
How
Do
I breathe??

MzP

Situations

This is what I should say
When I hug you
But it’s hard to do
Cause I love you

You lie to me
So easily
So frequently
It’s apparent to me

That you can’t be real
You lie about how you feel
So tell me what is the deal?
Damn just keep it real

You still continue to play me
For she
Frontin like I wouldn’t see
That your total attention wasn’t on me

When in reality I knew
You couldn’t be true
But the way I loved you
If only you knew

With my emotions you played
On my senses you prayed
Still I stayed and stayed
To only be betrayed

No longer about us 2 but 3
And I thought we would have a family
But you couldn’t be true to me
Not even for the sake of he

So as I get the courage to say what I didn’t
Hoping that you listen
Remember what you’re missing
And these lips that you won’t be kissing

Cause I’m done
You were the one
My moon and my sun
I was there for the long run
Just be here for your son

MzP

Choosey Luva

Torn between two
Nah I’m torn between three
Each one of them wants me
But being with one I just can’t see
Should I choose
Him, him or him
Nah that just can’t be
Is it my fault
That I got caught
All up in the game
It’s not insane
It’s the same
But you don’t get it
Can’t get wit it
It’s either all or nothing
So goodbye
But it’s a lie
You leave me
You can try
As do I
For the courage to choose
Fuck what I lose
Make a decision to decide
Turn my back on my pride
Sounds simple andI tried
To say I loved it
Would be a GOTdam lie
So I won’t
Put me in a corner
Don’t
So for nowI’ll date as I pls
Even if it’s with three
It’s OK for him
But not for me
Cause I am she
You would say that
Boy please

MzP