TRUST

I let another lead me
As if I was blind
Just not in my write mind
Listened to the foolishness
Took it as truth
Lost my youth
Now old and bitter
I'm upset
I can't forget
Worst part
I can't forgive
Forgot how to live
Because for so long
I didn't
I was smitten
I wasn't listening
To the truth my mind knew
Playing dumb isn't cute
But for 5 minutes I wanted to follow
Instead of lead
Now here I bleed
Knife in my back
I can't move
I lose

MzP

Just Words

The truth abt love is.......
That it hurts
Its hard to make it work
And sometimes as hard as you try
Love can be a lie
Make you cry
But still we try
Running our lives
A quest to complete
A life without love
I can't eat
Can't sleep
Can't retreat
Back to how it was
But I remember how it was
I long for how it was

MzP yall

Wishful Thinking

I miss your touch
It's only in my dreams
That I think about how much
It would be my luck
To want you
Now that you're gone
I wonder how long
Have I dreamed this dream
Of love
Your hugs
Your kiss
Is what I miss
Your smirk
When I say something shady
You say be a lady
I say don't be a baby
And this is how we lost
Our love was the cost
Didn't wanna be wrong
Now over and over I hear the same song
Replaying in my mind
Of a love I had time after time
If only I could stop the clock
And press rewind
You'd still be mines
I'd explain to you what I didn't
Let you know of my intentions
Prepare you for what's not written
The fact that I'm so smitten
By your smile
Your style
I'll go that extra mile
To be in your life
If only for a little while
Come back

MzP

That's That Bull

Disguise
While you sit there
Pretending to be
What you want me to see
When in reality
I'm not payin attention at all
In this big world
You're small
So small
I can't hear you
While you continue to speak
You fade away
I think you're gay
That's what they say
But it's ok
Lies as explanations
I don't need them
You can keep em
What I thought I knewI didn't know at all
I'm appalled
I gave all that I had
You don't know why I'm mad
I wanna fight
You know I would
Step down on ya level
Now that's that bull

MzP

Them There Eyes

It didn't take long
For me to realize
That the more I stare
Into your eyes
The deeper I fall
In themI see all
That I've dreamed
Let me tell you what I mean
Sunsets in the park holding hands
You & I on the beach with sand
Between our feet
It's hot but we don't
Feel the heat
Theres no music
But we move to a beat
Theres people around
But we just don't see
Them there
It's into each others eyes that we stare
And at that point
We don't have one single care
Cause it's about us
And I trust
That being with you
Is where I belong
I was wrong
To deny that whatI felt
Was real
And after all this time
Still?
Never could I betray
The vows that we both made
So hear me when I say
I'm going to love you forever and a day

MzP

Short Scribes

Just the thought of his lips touching mines
Is like whoa
I should say no
But the the thought of not kissing him
Is a no-go
Soft and juicy....Moist and wet
Thinkin about them is making me sweat
Lost in his kiss I could so totally get
If only he would let
Me

MzP

This can't be love
Cause it hurts
Too much like work
No praises
No raises
No words
It's for the birds
Like trash
You're to the curb
PEACE!!!

MzP

I can't believe I put myself out there
Stranded in the middle of no where
Didn't plan on going eyes open
Still not knowing
But what's done is done
It's only just begun
My feet they long to run
But my heart wants to be
Number 1

MzP

Mentally

I love the physical
But entice my mental
First
Because for what its worth
You might not
Get the chance to see
My ability
Or the agility
In which I can capture
The essence
Not only in presence
But through the wires
I can make you feel
With words
It can be real
Not touch
But luck
That such jar-gon
Would leave a hard-on
And it can
Let me show you
Let me blow you
Just like you like
The sensation was
So right
And it lasts
When we both know the physical
Can be fast
It was long
To measure the length is wrong
But we did
Put in a bid
Energy I didnt think you had
It's wrong to assume
So my bad
You put it on me
And I'm glad
Through words
I've never been had
If I had the option I would definitely come back
For more
You opened a door
Made me a whore
With words that stimulate
My mind
If you were my pimp
You could get my
Each and every dime
I'd wait in the rain
To ride your lyrical train
It's insane
I'm to blame
Say my name
As only you can say it
Better yet
Let your words portray it.....

MzP